What is a Rainbow Baby?

In some circles, babies born to families after the loss of a child are referred to as "Rainbow Babies." The idea is that the baby is like a rainbow after a storm. "Rainbow Babies" is the understanding that the beauty of a rainbow does not negate the ravages of the storm. When a rainbow appears, it doesn't mean the storm never happened or that the family is not still dealing with its aftermath. What it means is that something beautiful and full of light has appeared in the midst of the darkness and clouds. Storm clouds may still hover but the rainbow provides a counterbalance of color, energy and hope.

Monday, December 28, 2009

13w4d NT Scan...


Today was our NT scan to check for down's syndrome and a few other things. Baby was measuring just great! It was wiggling around all over the place. They pricked my finger and took a sample of blood to check for other abnormalities and defects. They said "No news is good news" so I'm hoping I don't get a phone call. I go back in three weeks for another u/s and more bloodwork just to finish up my testing. They tried to find out the sex today but they think the cord was tucked between it's legs so, no go. Oh well. We'll see what happens. Hopefully I will find out in three weeks!

I'm pretty sure I'm feeling the baby move now. That's exciting. At first I thought it was gas but I'm almost convinced it baby. I saw it kick on the u/s today and felt this tiny little "flutter" inside. I can't wait til it's just rolling all over the place!

I think we're going to make the news public soon. I've been nervous to spread the word because of last time's miscarriage but I'm almost 14 weeks and I think it's time to let others share our joy. We're still pretty nervous but... it will all be ok. Every baby is a blessing and my life could use one.

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