Well this past week has been emotionally draining. Cody and I are still together but honestly I don't know for how long. I feel absolutely devistated and I'm having a really hard time connecting with my baby. The first trimester I was excited but so nervous for fear of losing another little one. The minute I feel like I can relax, Cody drops a bomb shell on me. I feel horrible. This baby deserves so muh more than the poor thing is going to get.
So in the midst of all this, I'm trying to come up with names. It's really hard to name a baby that you're struggling so hard to connect with. I have come up with several names that I like but I'm not sure any of them "fit". We had one name picked out but it is WAY to popular. It was actually #1 on the namelist for last year. I grew up as Ashley F. and I HATED it. I don't want my kids growing up with an initial at the end of their name. Anyways, the long process of naming begins.
My next appt is January 18th. Keeping my fingers and toes crossed we find out the sex!
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